my slightly off life

ow ow ow ow! my neck hurts so bad! i went to the bands yesterday, because there was nothing better to do and it has been forever since ive been so a show or anything so ensues the pain. i think we're giving skittles away, i feel bad but she's just so skirtis, if that's even a word, she wont come downstairs and when she does she cant relax, it's so sad. well tonight's nais show! yay! i will be so angry if i dont get to go to the whole show as mom often makes me leave and hour early, grr. i have some song stuck in my head (as usual) and all i know is "chase us around" if kinda reminds me of that song the right time the wrong me.

look around your world pretty baby
is it everything you hoped it would be
the wrong guy the wrong situation
the right time the wrong me

that's a great song, i can remember it came out when i was like five or six and the video came on and all i can remember is that they're like 4 guys singing in baby strollers, it was pure genius. mmm pretzels. ew my hair is greasy i guess i could take a shower and come out all beautiful but im being kinda lazy today, ow i just cracked! oooh!!!!! i just saw me myself and irene, that's really a strange movie but i liked it, it was great, ow still sore.

"do you, do you like dreaming of things so impossible
or only the practical or ever the wild
and waiting through all your bad, bad days just to end them with
someone you care about and do you like making out?
and long drives and brown eyes and
guys that just dont quite fit in?"

as a matter of fact i do!

well fuck me gently with a chainsaw it looks as if nai's got a new man! dave kasdfudf...if i knew his last name then i would probably spell it out right, but i cant help think that isnt she moving just a bit fast? i mean she met the guy last friday and now she has something posted on her info that says she loves him. hmm too fast, too sudden, to unadvised, too like the lighting that cease to be...sorry shakespeare. but i think that is kinda what she's feeling...well all i can do is wish her the best!

man i got called a bitch today. wow was i shocked, honestly i have never been called a bitch well okay i have but it had always ALWAYS been as a joke and today some guy just yells it at me im not gonna go into details why but i guess it was my fault, kinda. but i was really upset about it. i really had no reason to be it was my fault and that guy didnt even know me so he wouldnt know if i was really a bitch or not, which i hope im not. you know how people are always like "i wish you would say that to my face because it hurts more when you say it behind my back" i really do not agree with that. it's easier because they cant see your reaction and you dont know how they were saying it so you wouldnt feel quite as bad. i mean seriously i was so upset today after that guy called me a bitch, ive never even met the guy he doesnt know who i am, or what im like but i would have liked it so much better if the guy in the car would have just said to the other one in the car man that bitch should shut up she wasnt even part of this, it would have hurt so much less. now here i am feeling like crap because this guy who i have never met or i think even seen called me a name. i feel so stupid. sorry everyone that this isnt one of my more happy posts! ill try harder next time to make it better or at least more feel good!

haha! i got the white stripes song "seven nation army" stuck in like all of my friends heads today! and the thing is all i know is the bass! bum bumbum bum bum bum bum yeah it goes like that sure?

man i have like all the chicago songs stuck in my head. no not chicago the band! the musical! ugh i was reading through all my old entrys wow was i a cry baby! all i did was complain! *sniffle* im reading the last of the sweep books! no more learning about wiccan from morgan! but whatever it was a good series, just as good if not as good as the mediatior. wait that made no sense!

mmm i just had pops, i havent had those in a while. it's weird im in roberts "office" upstairs so im like afraid he's gonna start reading over my shoulder cuz he's working on a blue print. but he probably wont. man it smells up here. skittles and kitty got into a fight....weird. "i simply cannot do it alone!" that's currently the song stuck in my head. yes it's from chicago, *coughstupididiotscough*

ah crap i have history that's due tomorrow! I HATE YOU MS FRAULICH!!!!!!!! jeez. OMG mike gorman's going goth! its so wrong! alright that sounds mean but i dont think theirs anything wrong with being goth, but mike i seriously think he's doing it for attention. speaking of mike's i think i may get to see conners this weekend if our volleyball tournment doesnt get rained out i hope not i havent seen him since like march 2nd! wow has it been that long? i mean you sleep with a guy you expect him to call! haha it was actually sleeping you pervy perverts!! wow prom's this weekend! sigh no date so i cant go but it's all good cuz i can go to nai's show i hope, i hate how mom's like no more punk shows! geez it's not like im getting stoned and drinking! sorry that i went into that car with those guys from massachusetts! it's not like they kidnapped me! they brought us right back they just needed to know where to get gas! argh!

wow this is like the longest post in a while. wow im tired. i came into school late today, bad cassie! it was one freaking minute, i hate our school's parking lot! that's why i was late i couldnt find a spot, we just drove around until we could find one, i hate how they took away the small parking lot, where andy used to park. *sniffle* i miss andy, wait college is over! i can see him again! yay! well i guess i should start to study two test tomorrow and finals coming up grrr theyre useless! useless i say!!!!!!!

muhahahahahahah! i have the brocoli (damn spelling!!!!!) song stuck in my head "IM CHOPPING BROCLI!!!!!!"

hi hello! wow im in a really good mood today i went to the library and got a really great magazine white stripes on it wow they are really awesome! im kinda like jack the interviewer is like what are you doing right now and he's like watching *insert movie title here* for the 3rd time in three days. im reading it and im just like that is so me! haha wow pretty good day! im getting bored with guys thought ill just wait for them to come to me, or just wait until college to date. it would make things much easier that way if i date a guy and if i decide to break up with him i wont have to see them everyday and have them be like boo hoo cassie i miss you i know we didnt go out for long but i love you...grrrrrr. that annoys me! it's high school kids relationships arent supposed to last that long and if they do consider yourself very lucky! man i have the i dream of jeannie song stuck in my head, i want the popeye song stuck in it but i cant think of it. Is it "im popeye the sailor man, i live in a garbage can..." now im stuck hmm what to do, what to do? so yeah nai's met this nice guy i hope he doesnt turn out to be a jerk janae says he is but maybe he just was to her. i dunno. im rather confused. ah crap now i DO have the popeye song stuck! ahh! ooh jason lee is such a great actor! just wanted to say that! haha well i gots to go! much love to you all